Friday, February 3rd. 11pm. Empty stomach. Bored blank mind. I took 3 grams of “magic” truffles psilocybin Mexicana. It was deceiving.
Only 3 grams, yes. I was a bit scared after reading a lot about the risks. I just wanted to dip a toe in the water.
I was alone. No sitter to get me out in case of trouble. I preferred to be safe than sorry.
The taste was as described. Disgusting. It almost made me nauseous. And then I waited. I put some “happy” music and danced alone. I was waiting for something to happen.
I cannot even say I was feeling happier. I actually grow frustrated. Very frustrated. After all I had read about the effects, I felt nothing. I changed the music. Grow tired of dancing. I felt very thirsty, hot and then cold.
And suddenly very tired. Very very tired. All my muscles were sore. And I was hungry.
I eat a cookie that tasted like the better cookie of my life. That’s the one real effect I felt. The sensation of eating this cookie was amazing. It was like all my tasting buds were stimulated. This cookie was fabulous.
But I was exhausted. I rolled to bed feeling battered. I had a hard time finding sleep and I woke up a little nauseous. Almost hungover.
So, that’s all? that was it?!
This first experience was very deceiving. I was frustrated on the moment and not convinced. But I did not want to stay on a defeat.